I received the greatest gift today that all bereaved parents wish for, the opportunity to connect again with my spirit 'child'. I gave myself that opportunity, but the connection and communication with my son was facilitated through the natural gifts of the very talented WA medium, Anthony Grzelka.
As I mentioned previously, I find visits of this nature extremely validating, uplifting and ultimately healing. To hear that my loved ones passed keep an eye on what I am doing and connect with me, is the most incredible feeling. Each time I have validation that my son is happy in his spirit realm, that he loves me and is with me, even if I am not aware of him always, is such a wonderful, wonderful gift. Whilst it may be emotional of course at times, I have found the whole experience incredibly life affirming and healing.
Life affirming, because for today, tomorrow, maybe longer I will accept that he is ok, I am here, he is there, and for that short little while, we communicated - how WOW is that? I am uplifted, I am content. When that feeling ebbs and unfortunately the nature of grief is that it will, this special time with Anthony, Stuart and my spirit family today will be something that sustains me and allows me to accept.....just a little bit more......and know in my heart that what has helped me the most through the wildlands of my grief, has been the ability to still connect in some way with Stuart, and to find ways of maintaining some gossamer thread between the two worlds.
More on other ways I do this, next time
Maureen
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